Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Question

I feel like fuck.

How do you react when someone honestly told you that you are fat and flabby, well since the last time the person saw you. Isnt it only human to be upset about that comment for awhile (like maybe 30mins or less)? I knew I asked for complete honesty but I was affected by the answer because I have been extremely religious on my exercise regime in Perth. I was not upset by the person who told me the truth, I was upset at myself for not noticing that I was doing something wrong.

I feel like fuck.

Just when I thought my skin was getting better, 3 more pimples decided to join the acne party on my face. Asked my dermatologist and she informed me that it is completely normal for pimples to pop out within the first month of taking the roaccutane. Great just what I needed, more pimples.

I feel like fuck.

I ask myself every now and then if I am happy. It was always a definate yes previously. But now, I am more doubtful of my answer.

Life is tougher than death. But I enjoy life, I really do. In fact, I love life. I just dont understand it at times, thats all.

Till Then Chicas,

Dee

La Belle Vita

2 comments:

tiger said...

hello,
i found your blog when i was lookin for a dermatologist in Perth,
i saw that you'r using roaccutane, but is your acne really bad? Because i saw the post where you put a picture of you showing the pimples, but it's not a strong acne no?

i was wondering if you were using roaccutane for that kind of acne, or if your acne has getting worst

and keep going with your blog, its really good, i just read everything and went to other many links for like 3h now instead of doing assignment

Anonymous said...

hey tiger...

I guess the photo didnt do much justice to how horrid my acne was.

I wouldnt say it was super duper horrendous but it was bad enough for me to be given roaccutane.

I suggest you go to a dermatologist for consultation for a better opinion

Thank you so much for supporting my blog...I know i have been missing alot but I'll be back...just clearing some school things up...:)

Dee